!!!

i wont be blogging for sometime le!
cos everyday working and stuff!.
BTH!. lols

but but but! if u all happen to pass by! pls taggg!
i will reply!~
xie xie! i said again@! pls tagg!

11/21/2006 10:57:00 AM;
i started losing myself again

lols... over liao

i am back to normal!
kick punch and jab!

lols.. ok lar i am actting cute!

okok here it goes!

erm it like a week when i last posted!

haha... no choice! i have too work!
and aiya! no hope!.. lols

last time is eat sleep play!
now is EAT SLEEP WORK!
wtf!...

hai.. no choice! have too worj lar for $$$
anyway! 18 dec get result!..
cfm fail lor! knn!

if time can go bak! i sure will work alot more harder!
pui pui pui!

nxt week de chalet everyone that is goin TON leh!
all TON leh!

ESP jo! she now don wanna ton leh...zZz

anyway? i nid too go work again le!
and my office recently added 2 more air con! which make it farking cold!....LOLS

jacket! jacket! jacket! jacket!
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11/03/2006 10:01:00 AM;
i started losing myself again

i reali donno wat i doin this days...
i am sick and tired of this life!
reali reali crashed!
did u all ever try waitiing for a msg for like? from 10am-12pm!
lols?
i did!...
and end up chaojia! woot!
i reali like banging de wall ....
i noe ur reason!
but nvm i have to accept it!
i told ya! friends i nver de same!
nvm is my fault!..

i reali reali reali reali tired!
i cant concentare on my work!
knn! jus becos of this small things!
it been years when i last got so angry of something!
or rather sad!....

anyway i jus wanna say! i still care!n i will still be there for u if u nid someone.
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10/30/2006 10:21:00 AM;
i started losing myself again

do u noe that i don reali like to use de word "fucking" a lot?
and i used this on someone ..
AM i now damn fucked up...

trust and relationsship take year and years to build up.. and cn be destory in a split second

i jus a farker!

loser and nth else

i jus another burden! ya rite?....
OK! i jus goin to fark off from ur happy life~!...

so GOOD BYE!
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my heart is bleeding!.... i nver noe that i am a farker for so long.....

10/29/2006 08:51:00 AM;
i started losing myself again

sian..

lols. y is everyone like that sia.
so dumb! or maybe mi onli
lols. kao at first when de n lv paper finish~
it was like so high AND wanna find a job so depesratly[izzit like that spell]
now got a job which is so slack . but i also don reali feel like goin work sia.. so boring.
hai.. i am veri tired! bth.

now wat. today full time sia.. and now in office le... kao kao kao....
11 hour sia! now boss not iN! must complain until i song!.
wahaha...

okok!

anyway they wont sack mi. it is their lost to lose mi! lols?
hey hey~ mai shy mai shy

so ytd. woke up VERI early in de morning!
tsk tsk.. bth.. help my office de pelple to get some stuff..
haha..

it was like so early and nth to do! onli 9am++ wtf?
so i go ms walk walk and find jolyn!
NBCB! don say le... i WALK 1hour++? to find THAT WAT SHOP! lols
than wei xuan and fu came! we 3 jue go ljs eat eat! song... i was like so hungry!
morning until now sia.... bth...

THAN after that i onlone go bak central play dota!
until fabian came.. KNN he cannot play.. tooooooooo small.
xiao di di?

than he wait lor we play until 8+?
and i am broke! 16 buck?????!
lols.. bth lols?

than we meet jo and xz after that a while and we when home!
HEY HEY~
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how do i live without u? i wan to noe! how do i live without u? if
u ever gone!how do i EVER,ever survive! how do i ! how DO I! LIVE!
lols knn i will nver forget this song!~

10/27/2006 08:45:00 AM;
i started losing myself again

Tag five people at their tagboard after doing. Remember to start your survey with"I am tagged by ***"I am tagged by jolyn^^

1. Will you tell your crush that you like him or her?
depends. i wont tell if she is someone that will avoid mi when she noes.

2. If your crush like somebody else, what will you do?
lols?wat to do?

3. You have accidently bumped into your crush and his or her friends. He or she invited you to join them. What exactly would you tell him or her?
y not? lols.

4. Prom is just around the corner. Your crush wants you to be his/her date. Now, do you think he/she likes you?
it does not make any sense lor..

5. What will you do if your crush said "I love you" to you?
lol? i will get high AND i sure will go crazy!

6. Who is your crush?
someone _

7. Do you think your crush like you too?
nop.

8. Why do you like your crush?
no reason.i likes her everythings?

9. Do you share any interests with your crush?
i guess so?

10. Will you ever going to marry your crush?
she wont lols?

-NOW, A WORD FOR A WORD.
1. Having feelings for myself
No,i am useless .

2. Loving someone is tiring
no.it is a happy things to love someone that love u too.

3. Breaking up is freedom
Depends

4. Going on a date waste money
no able to go out with her is a happy thing! even have to waste money

5. Long walk on the beach is boring?
NO. but it onli apply when she is around

6. Saying "I love you" is lame
=.=?

7. Making out is so gross-
haha?

8. Prom sucks
I dont know

9. Your boyfriend/girlfriend is someone
no

THE QUESTIONS.

1. Knowing the painful truth or hearing the beautiful lie?
Painful truth

2. Pretty but mean or ugly but nice?
Ugly but nice

3. Group date or One-on-one date?
anydate when she is around.

4. Dating someone or staying alone?(Imagine your boyfriend/girlfriend is away for a few years)
Staying alone bah? if she is worth waiting.

5. Great body or great mind?
Great mind

6. It's Saturday; Going out with your bf/gf or your friends?
anyone who date mi? lols

7. Follow your heart or your mind?
Heart

8. You did a lot of bad things in the past; Confess or hide?
Confess

9. Your perfect date; Romantic dinner at an exclusive restaurant or a fun night at the amusement park?
romantic dinner. haha

10. The way you say good bye after you went on a date..
cya.. don miss mi! lols.

10/22/2006 06:15:00 PM;
i started losing myself again

i am rotting..

reali rotting

reali reali rotting

reali reali reali rotting

reali reali reali reali rotting.......

i hate staying at home.. hai.
tml goin vivo work again le.
AND i am doing de morning shift.
which means that i will have to wake up early.
hai~!

i also don feel like playing maple le..
selling it will be a good choice.
hai..........................................................................................

life is never as boring as now.
everything slack and have to see her with someone else.
work.sleep and bla bla bla bla..

than above things is farking enough le .
plus today morning wake up . blur blur . and donno wat i am doing
and kick something hard and fall right down on de fall and hit my computer table de edge.
now all swollen on my bak the head... hai..

farking unluckly this days..

notices mi using farking veri offen
cos i just hate my life now!.. nbcb,,,
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i goin rest now... head reali still pain until now.

10/22/2006 05:41:00 PM;
i started losing myself again

life is never as hard as without u..

every moment i'am thinking of u..
but u are thinking of other! tsk tsk...
bu ta han!..

lols.. so today when central play dota! and play DOta again..


hai!


it no used waiting for anyone msg when they doesnt wanna msg u! haha

lols... hai 1 more day can go work le.. don nid think so much?

okok btw keng lee? the surey must i reali see word by word?..and type? rao!
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i feel like killing someone.

10/22/2006 12:05:00 AM;
i started losing myself again

it ard 3+ now and i still at home..

i am sad,angry,dissapoint and FUCKed up.

ya lar gd friend never be able to compare to bf.
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CRASHED!

10/20/2006 03:43:00 PM;
i started losing myself again

19/10/06

so ytd started working at vivo city! lols.

i woke up at 8! farking excited sia.. tsk tsk.
eaten my breadfast,and decided to watch GONG. my ye man wang fei!,

lols damn CUTE. lols

it was like 11 when i left my house!. i walking alone there... a bit sian sia,

i reached tehre abt 50min time? or so. so it stil early! i decided to walk ard.

wah.. VIVIO is farking big sia.. i cant manage to find!.zzz HENG. at 12 27++ i found de shop! there is 2 starhub centre there! i am working at the smaller onE!.

so i started working!

the work there is rather simple!. just sit in the air-con room and slack ! u will get pay!. lols
some time have to check order!

but time is hard to pass inside de room!.. just keep slacking!. wtf! like rotting!

but when closing ! it farking hard!.. nb cb! have to learn how to make de report!.
take order for tml stock! and so so so! many things to rmb lor... wtf!... sian........

so overall is still quite easy lar... tsktsk! must go visit mi hor! farking boring!

it quite long since a last blogged! haha.. sry ya.. i miss u guy! nid u all miss mi too? tsk tsk.. sure don have ! nO PEOPLE TAGG!

10/20/2006 10:07:00 AM;
i started losing myself again